feeling depressed??? yeah... that's exactly what im feeling right now... i know i should not but it is what my heart is actually feeling at the moment... i know that im a very unfair person, loving two men at the same time? i've no right to be feeling depressed, after all, im the one who's been doing and inflicting the damage myself... i know i could just drop everything from here, you know... just pretend as if nothing has ever happened and everything will be back to its usual phase but what goes inside my head and heart is whats troubling me the most... i cant help but feel sorry for myself... and for all the things i "should have" done a long time ago... i know that
regrets are not in my vocabulary but it is starting to surface and im feeling every sense of it... damn! can't just anybody stop me from falling apart??? i feel like a loser here already even the war hasn't started yet...
till my next twisted post about my twisted world...
ciao!
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